Getting in tune with these things has indubitably been a bit of a roller coaster ride. When I first began to allow myself to feel and to want, it was scary and hard. I had no idea how to do it for I had never done it before. As with any skill - yes, I said skill - I will always be mastering it, never perfected. And although it may never be perfect, I am getting better at it and I know I will get really, really good at it.
I'm sure there will be more to finding my "great gift for this world" - but this is playing just one part in the journey to "a meaningful life...a life of the greatest fulfillment and service."